Dear Facebook Nation,
I have been largely absent from your culture, serendipity and [sometimes] worldly dialogue for the last 9 months.
The following is a Public Service Announcement:
I’m back.
To honor this occasion, I present a song from one of my strongest music alter egos, who I share both an enneagram tritype in common with (5-1-3) and the same name.
Eminem: Talkin’ 2 Myself
https://play.spotify.com/track/
Before I start this song man
I just want to thank everybody for being so patient
And bearing with me over these last couple of [months]
While I figure this shit out
Is anybody out there?
It feels like I’m talkin to myself
No one seems to know my struggle
And everything I come from
Can anybody hear me?
I guess I keep talkin to myself
It feels like I’m going insane
Am I the one who’s crazy?
So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me, I’m on my own
Is there anyone out there
Who feels the way I feel
If there is, let me hear just so I know I’m not the only one
I went away I guess to open up some lanes
But there was no one who even knew that I was going through growin’ pains
…
You’re lying to yourself, you’re slowly dying, you’re denying
Your health is declining with your self-esteem, you’re crying out for help
Marshall you’re no longer the man, that’s a bitter pill to swallow
All I know is I’m wallowin’, self-[despair] and hollow
Bottoms up on the pill bottle
Maybe I’ll hit my bottom tomorrow
My sorrow echoes in this hall though
But I must be talkin to the wall though
I don’t see nobody else (I guess I keep talkin to myself)
But all these other rappers suck is all that I know
…
But instead of feeling sorry for yourself do something about it
Admit you got a problem you brain is clouded you pouted long enough
It isn’t them it’s you you fuckin baby
Quit worrying about what they do and do shady
I’m fucking going crazy
So I pick myself off the ground and fuckin swam ‘fore I drowned
Hit my bottom so hard I bounced twice suffice this time around
I’ve come to make it up to you no more fucking around
I’ve got something to prove to fans cause I feel like I’ve let em down
So please accept my apology I finally feel like I’m back to normal
I feel like me again, let me formally reintroduce myself to you for those of you who don’t know
The new me’s back to the old me and homie I don’t show no
Signs of slowin up, pullin up, blowin up, all over
My life is no longer a movie but the show ain’t over homos
I’m back with a vengeance, homie,
Mikyö keep ya head up, Peggeth keep ya head up, Terrikeep ya head up, Will keep ya head up, Anima keep ya head up, Maricarmen keep ya head up, Li’el, Lauren keep ya head up, Gayle keep ya head up,
Don’t let up, keep slain em
I struggle with this shit every single day
So there it is (there it is)
Damn
It feels like I just woke up or something
I guess I just… forgot who the fuck I was man
And to anybody who [hasn’t heard from me], it was never nothing personal, [just] some shit I was going through
And to everybody else…
I’m back!
(I’m back)
haha
https://play.spotify.com/track/
Marshal Mathers
Eminem
MM
Max Marmer
