{"id":1927,"date":"2014-02-21T00:45:55","date_gmt":"2014-02-21T06:45:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.maxmarmer.com\/?p=1927"},"modified":"2016-01-13T00:47:35","modified_gmt":"2016-01-13T06:47:35","slug":"returning-to-the-web","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.maxmarmer.com\/blog\/returning-to-the-web\/","title":{"rendered":"Returning to the Web"},"content":{"rendered":"

Dear Facebook Nation,<\/p>\n

I have been largely absent from your culture, serendipity and [sometimes] worldly dialogue for the last 9 months.<\/p>\n

The following is a Public Service Announcement:<\/p>\n

I’m back.<\/p>\n

To honor this occasion, I present a song from one of my strongest music alter egos, who I share both an enneagram tritype in common with (5-1-3) and the same name.<\/p>\n

Eminem: Talkin’ 2 Myself<\/p>\n

https:\/\/play.spotify.com\/track\/66h8hB4In6t725WtAPL23J<\/a><\/p>\n

Before I start this song man
\nI just want to thank everybody for being so patient
\nAnd bearing with me over these last couple of [months]\nWhile I figure this shit out<\/p>\n

Is anybody out there?
\nIt feels like I’m talkin to myself
\nNo one seems to know my struggle
\nAnd everything I come from
\nCan anybody hear me?
\nI guess I keep talkin to myself
\nIt feels like I’m going insane
\nAm I the one who’s crazy?<\/p>\n

So why in the world do I feel so alone
\nNobody but me, I’m on my own
\nIs there anyone out there
\nWho feels the way I feel
\nIf there is, let me hear just so I know I’m not the only one<\/p>\n

I went away I guess to open up some lanes
\nBut there was no one who even knew that I was going through growin’ pains
\n\u2026
\nYou’re lying to yourself, you’re slowly dying, you’re denying
\nYour health is declining with your self-esteem, you’re crying out for help<\/p>\n

Marshall you’re no longer the man, that’s a bitter pill to swallow
\nAll I know is I’m wallowin’, self-[despair] and hollow
\nBottoms up on the pill bottle
\nMaybe I’ll hit my bottom tomorrow
\nMy sorrow echoes in this hall though
\nBut I must be talkin to the wall though
\nI don’t see nobody else (I guess I keep talkin to myself)
\nBut all these other rappers suck is all that I know
\n\u2026
\nBut instead of feeling sorry for yourself do something about it
\nAdmit you got a problem you brain is clouded you pouted long enough
\nIt isn’t them it’s you you fuckin baby
\nQuit worrying about what they do and do shady
\nI’m fucking going crazy<\/p>\n

So I pick myself off the ground and fuckin swam ‘fore I drowned
\nHit my bottom so hard I bounced twice suffice this time around<\/p>\n

I’ve come to make it up to you no more fucking around
\nI’ve got something to prove to fans cause I feel like I’ve let em down
\nSo please accept my apology I finally feel like I’m back to normal
\nI feel like me again, let me formally reintroduce myself to you for those of you who don’t know
\nThe new me’s back to the old me and homie I don’t show no
\nSigns of slowin up, pullin up, blowin up, all over
\nMy life is no longer a movie but the show ain’t over homos
\nI’m back with a vengeance, homie,<\/p>\n

Miky\u00f6<\/a> keep ya head up, Peggeth<\/a> keep ya head up, Terri<\/a>keep ya head up, Will<\/a> keep ya head up, Anima<\/a> keep ya head up, Maricarmen<\/a> keep ya head up, Li’el<\/a>, Lauren<\/a> keep ya head up, Gayle<\/a> keep ya head up,<\/p>\n

Don’t let up, keep slain em
\nI struggle with this shit every single day
\nSo there it is (there it is)
\nDamn
\nIt feels like I just woke up or something
\nI guess I just… forgot who the fuck I was man<\/p>\n

And to anybody who [hasn’t heard from me], it was never nothing personal, [just] some shit I was going through<\/p>\n

And to everybody else…
\nI’m back!<\/p>\n

(I’m back)
\nhaha<\/p>\n

https:\/\/play.spotify.com\/track\/66h8hB4In6t725WtAPL23J<\/a><\/p>\n

Marshal Mathers
\nEminem
\nMM
\nMax Marmer<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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