The dominant emotion of the masculine is purpose. The dominant emotion of the feminine is love.
On Sunday I spent 8 unplanned hours helping a young man align his energy with his pure masculine purpose.
Yesterday I spent 6 unplanned hours helping a young woman who I just met, align her energy with her desire for pure feminine love.
Today I spent 4 hours writing a poem based on some of the territory we covered.
Here it is:
Trust was immediately present, based on our mutual friends and my unshakeable presence
I did not push into these spaces
But rather was led to these occasions
Through a mutual dance of call and response
Deeper into the rabbit hole
With increasing curiosity and wants
My energy pulsating in higher than 4th degree dimensionalism
Coming into this world space through pluralistic elementalism
Some souls I bring eye opening faith leading out of despair
Absorbing the white light that comes from being thrust into the air
Some souls I ground with a constrictive embrace
Showing that castles in the sky need an earth rooted base
Some souls know the path they must walk to reach their present life chapter destination
But they request my fire to break the homeostatic covalent bonds that create their incarceration
This young woman needed the element of water
Shining bright in this lifetime through picking a loving father
Resting in her current level of development creating complacent satisfaction
Yet covering her spiritual yearning for complete egoic extraction
Intimidated by the shadowy perilous badlands of sexual attraction
A road littered with primitive masculine energetic vampires
With no intent to give, simple thieves hustling only to receive
Femininity burned too many times dissociating into the birds and the bees
Fearful of falling prey into pre-trans fallacies
So gone is the pain of the antecedent
But so is the potential for the tran-scendent
Sex, love and romance are three separate strands
All based on masculine feminine union at varying energetic bands
Sexual polarities collapsing into the safety of platonic wave functions
A ocean of life now just frozen tundras
When these bodies freeze over
The garden of eden also withers and crumbles
Climate change is systemically interconnected
Creating distant energetic mumbles and grumbles
Sometimes I come like fire, she says I came like the rain
Waking her back up to her life’s essential game
Relieving her garden of thirst and starvation
The invigorating life force of hydrogenated oxygenation
Death becomes life and a new cycle begins
A virgin transformation like a snake shedding its skins
I can map the roads you must travel to reach your new destiny
As long as you understand that evolution’s process is unpredictably
Moving towards a predictable destination
Through mapping the five percent of developmental phenomena I can see half of the future’s equation
The rest you will have to discover for yourself
Why would you expect it to work any way else?
I can give you the map to temple beyond
Where there’s milk and honey
And angel’s signing the songs of god
But the path to the promise land never comes for free
You’ll be endlessly tested by trials and tribulations in patterns of three
You’ll be dragged through the dirt, you’ll suffer and bleed
You’ll doubt all the creeds that you once believed
To even begin your journey you probably have a lot to clean up
You’re going to have to heal much of what you fucked up
You didn’t know what to do with your fear, rejection and pain
So you numbed yourself into submission
Like tranquilizing a lion to make it feel tame
To get your strength back and realize your true nature
As king of the jungle
You have to confront your shadow
And submit it with perseverance and courageous struggle
To make it the other side you’ll have to give up a lot
Perhaps most painfully letting go of loved ones
With whom you believed you tied an inextricable knot
See relationships thrive on mutual growth
It’s gotta be working for you and them both
Connection is not an indefinite thing
Rather its simply a recurring ephemeral rite
Of independent journeys temporarily bond-ing
On your journey you’ll continually be tested
By diverging paths marked by crossroads
For awhile you’ll go together
And then you’ll go alone
Or you’ll be living a story that was never your own
If you love someone then you must set them free
Push them to stay on their own path and break their attachments from thee
You may find that you may meet again
Both stronger, wiser, fuller than then
Or maybe your separation was simply the end
When you hear about the path
The white and black
What could motivate you to ask for that?
To get off your ass when life is so comfortable?
Why not stay in Never Never Land like Rudy Huxtable?
The bed is so soft and your life is so lovable
And your stomach will turn when you see what’s in front of you
Subconsciously you’ll run away
And sabotage what your heart knows you must do
It’s not inevitable you will find the real you
Before death comes and swallows you
You will have to recognize that your journey is bigger than you
It’s gotta be about your tribe and your crew
And that circle need not be constrained to your fam
Ever widening circles of empathy
Snapping open like a Chinese Princess’ fan
Stop at worldcentric if that’s what you must
But know the universe really wants you to go for kosmocentric or bust
To attack the journey with inexhaustible passion and lust
Transforming lost villagers into knights in shining armor
But first you must put some elbow grease into it and scrub off the rust
You’re not competing with other humans
They’re all on your team
Our competition is with ourselves
This universe’s cosmological constants want you to succeed
But if you don’t adapt natural selection won’t allow you to breed
It will be easy to rationalize your next step and make it seem insignificant and small
You have to recognize narrow steps are often thresholds into expansive new halls
So this is the end of today’s explication
The greatest gift you can give the masculine is not reciprocation
But accepting and opening into its penetrative clarification
Surrender to these words and let them open you up
Spiritual sex memetically fucking you up

